This song was on repeat for at least 2 hours straight.
head phones in, zoned out. Many of my failed attempts to fall asleep were just me laying down, closing my eyes and listening to this. Candice and Bleek in mind, as well.
When I was studying the night prior, I was feeling good about things and decided to listen to all these artist and songs that reminded me of her. Then it spread to old videos and pictures and text messages and eventually it was 5 in the morning and I'm sobbing in the bathroom. Maggie would've told me I was being super weak-which is true-but damn. I've moved from hour by hour to Day by Day. It's a very delicate process. I'm okay.