I know, call me crazy

and this will be one of the most disgusting things I say,

But blood is beautiful. The red is so vibrant and deep. and intense.. I don't know. and it bleeds-literally, obviously, and logically so pure/evenly. I know, I'm a potential serial killer. Ms. Brooks. ...I'm not saying I'm fanatic about gallons of blood being spilled on the walls and floors. I don't like scary movies or nothin'. I'm just saying... sometimes I'll pick at my finger bed... perhaps draw blood... and acknowledge the blood drop forming and how it looks across a white napkin.


whatever. I'm fucking crazy, I get it.