Saturday Night -_-

I've been buzzed a few times before. I've been Drunk twice. I don't really care for it, at all. And I HATE not being able to Focus. But I kept thinking, ya know CLEARLY -I'm not doing something right cause everyone else always has a BLAST. If anything, I'll get a Buzz and I can tolerate that. But fuck that. Shit went out the Window and before the night was over.. I threw up a few times.. posted a few statuses, cuddled up once or twice. A little bit of Footage:




Ironically, I was the MAIN person saying I didn't want people to know we were talkin' again. I Definitely wouldn't have posted these Sober. Nice, Morgan.


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(Courtesy of Bradshaw Photography)


See I feel like I'm a good drunk. I'm not bragging. I threw up in the bath. No need to hold my hair. Nobody even had to remind me or help me there... I had this. Cleaned the tub when I was done. Washed my hands, Got myself some mouth wash... and layedRIGHT back down on that Rug. I swear that Rug felt amazing; so comfortable. Til I was rudely awakened and carried to bed. ..Next day.. I thought I was fine, til I soon figured out I was having my first hangover. Shit sucks. I still feel a little uncomfortable. I really feel like what I did was pointless.. that's not me at all. I shouldn't complain cause it's exactly what I asked for, but damn the more I think about it, the more I hate Drinking. So I pledge.. I may have a sip in the future.. but I damn sure won't be drunk.