3:25pm

I take into consideration everything. And I over-analyze. Twice this week, I've looked up because I was certain that someone was staring at me. This one girl was chin in hand peeping me. When I looked up she quickly turned away.
Then this morning on the bus, I looked up after a few seconds of taking my seat and this chick was staring at me dead on. In fact, she was so focused, instead of her, I quickly glanced away-like I was wrong ha

When I walk through the student center, It's beginning to feel more unusual. I don't stop to converse much because I don't know anyone still ..so I just walk from A to B kinda thing. I walk about, and people glance at me just a second longer. A lot of people. I see them -either I look away from too long awkward eye contact, or my keen sense of peripheral vision. Like they're profiling me for that day. I don't mean it as in I'm the center of attention, even though that's kind of exactly what I'm saying. It's just something that's been happening more lately.

Put it like this.. In Inception..when the subconscious people in the dream recognizes that you're different, and time to time stare. Or in The Invasion when the alien dudes recognize you're still human and pick you out...

whatever

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