8:40pm

You know what would be tight? It just hit me.

If someone had like a 40's themed Prom. Or really 20's, 30's, 40's 50's, 60's
...I swear I'd go back for that.

yes

I hate that Megan's always fuckin ugly niggas though

What I remember

4:52pm

I'm not really feeling myself, right now. Physically and Mentally.

I'm tired of the way I look. ..I know, I know. Someone's probably rolling their eyes.
..and my prioritizing is becoming terrible.


I think I'm going to fall back for the next 2 or 3 days. Fall into the cracks of the earth. I need regrouping.

I'll still be blogging, of course.

jammin

The first verse the most

Powerful Lyrics

Because this is what it comes down to:

Bright eyes - "Sunrise, Sunset"

Sunrise, sunset, sunrise, sunset
Swiftly go the days
Sunrise, sunset, you wake up then you undress
It always is the same
A sunrise and a sunset
You are lying while you confess
Keep trying to explain
The sunrise and the sun sets
You realize and then you forget
What you have been trying to retain

But everybody knows it's all about the things that get stuck inside of your head. Like the songs your roommate sings or a vision of her body, as she stretches out on your bed. She raised her hands in the air, and asked you when was the last time you looked in the mirror, because you've changed, yeah you've changed.

Sunrise, sunset
You're hopeful then you regret
The circle never breaks
With each sunrise and sunset
There is a change of heart or address
Is there nothing that remains?

For a sunrise or a sunset
You are manic or you're depressed
Will you ever feel ok?
For a sunrise and sunset
Your lover is an actress
Did you really think she'd stay?
For a sunrise and sunset
You're either coming or you just left
But you're always on the way
Towards a sunrise or a sunset
A scribble or a sonnet
They are really just the same
To the sunrise and the sunset
The master and his servant
Have exactly the same fate
It's a sunrise and a sunset
From a cradle to a casket
There's no way to escape
The sunrise and the sunset
Hold your sadness like a puppet
Keep putting on the play

But everything you do is leading to the point, where you just won't know what to do. And at that moment you may laugh, but there is someone there, who will be laughing louder than you. So it's true, the trick is complete, you've become everything you said you never would be. You're a fool! You're a fool!


Sunrise, sunset
Go home to your apartment
And put the cassette in the tape deck
And let that fever play


These might be some of the most powerful lyrics I post. I think y'all need to read that again.

O_o

I die.

Waitin' for the Bus

I waited in a new spot today.

I understand my stance is awkward. But the point is I wanna go Home.

I want you. But I want you to want me too. Just like I want you.

-Marvin Gaye

5:00pm

Would you believe I'm at work? I always feel the way that guy did about his job in "Wanted". Same here, buddy. Today out of all days, I do NOT want to be here. Not after yesterday's events. I need some relaxing time. I've got 7 and 1/2 more hours to go.


So Last Night:
We danced.
We got a little buzzed.. and hot and sweaty..
We witnessed a War.. fucking Spartan in the Club
We got into arguments with our Boo's and threw curse words at each other
We got into Traffic Jamz and bumper to bumper parking lots
We heard Gun Shots for the first time, and potentially, the sound of someone's death.
We saw beautiful twirling Red and Blue lights fill up the streets.
We saw a hurd of officers and their larger than usual guns run across the Street.
We lost Danielles wallet with her entire life//information in it.
We went back and found Danielle's wallet. Thank God.
We got food and called our guests that would need to stay in our Rooms for the night.
I shelter'd 8 boys, only knowing 1 of them.
I got uncomfortbaly hit on the entire night.. pretended to be asleep avoiding awkwardness.
We kicked them out the next morning and washed our hair to shake the poof ball it had become in the club heat.

We laughed our asses off about everything that happened this morning over Sonic-except the death part.

Then me and Danielle watched The Office..


. . .



and I forgot to mention the full blown Soccer/Soft ball game going on.. at 3am in the morning?

So we literally had shooting on one side of Campus, and Softball on the next. Same time.

3:12am

Oh my.. what a night.. Ima wake up in the morning like... ohh.. like... oOhhh


I'm finally back. Tonight was too crazy. I've never seen so many fights at one time. I've never been in a hotter atmosphere. There was spilled beer and blood everywhere. I've never heard gun shots before today. So many turn-arounds in 1 night. I really need my own show. We should call it "The Valley".
I'm tired..I'm going to bed. 6 guys are staying with me tonight -_-

This deserves a video to explain. Damn, Nacogdoches.

Dare I not forget Samantha Ronson,

She's like second or third coolest girl ever under Vashtie.


I'll write more later

Mark Ronson X Daniel Merriweather "Stop Me"

Mark Ronson "Stop Me" from phil tidy on Vimeo.

Way before Kid Cudi/Big Seans video. ..and Mark Ronson isn't the one singing, Goonies.
If you ain't know.

I hate when you get a default picture taken in something

and you can't ever wear it again cause people will think you're a one hitter quitter. ...Like it was tight but she alwaysz wears that. Man I haven't worn this shit in a year; This shit got a lot of Internet publicity. I'm wearing it tonight. if I go out.

btw, I really like this pic.

Does anybody else listen to Peaches?

Fuck the Pain Away

Simpsons

Just so we're on the same page.. did they really have to give these niggas african sandals? lol Speakers? Bart a soda with Straw? This African Picture Frame that like every Nigga House hold has?.. ha we have one.

jordan anniversary shoes 2010

I can't fuck with this collection. besides, half of these have already been released. ...and man how these 11's are being hyped up. I'm waiting for whoever copped to not take care of the patent leather strip around them and that become yellow. I personally can't do it though.. I've came to the conclusion that I hate all white shoes, period. Like: Sneakers, Flats, Heels, Boots, Flip Flops, whatever..
If I HAD to I'd pull them 5's..those are the coolest. and maybe them 23's to hoop in.

I feel like Kanye and Janelle Monae are the only ones to pull all white shoes off ha
So count me out

Jammin

I'm about to watch this again.Maybe tonight.For like the 5th time. My TOP/Favorite movie list.. I can never get tired of seeing

Little big Romeo,

I could fuck with you. If we can just get some tape over your mouth